Always Keep The Faith

2012-02-08T01:04:00.011+08:00

If i'm born as a cat , i'm definitely categorize in the Munchkin breed .
If i'm manufacture as a candy , i'll be labelled as fun sized .
If i'm in a fairy tale , i will be those 7 dwarfs rather than those princesses .

BUT SADLY I'M A HUMAN

So God ... Please grand me my small little wish .
Permit me to grow another 5 - 10 cm more

Priest ah Priest !!!!!
I don't want to look so petite ... like a midget ... like a fairy ... LIKE MY THUMB !!!

Omg . This is outrageous ...

I've just barely reached 150 ...

And the worse part is that a whole year flew by just like that
and i'm still stuck at the same height .
I am forever short and stout ....

* Give you my pout-y sad face :<

2012-01-29T19:33:00.001+08:00

It's been a year since you came into my world .

and thank you seems the best way to start .

Thank you for every thing you did for me , thank you for caring and attention .

Thank you for always putting in effort to fulfill every promise you've made .

Thank you for your endless love .

The best boyfriend and boy friend i ever had .

I'm so glad among millions of people , I've got to meet you

I'm truly very very very fortunate . * blush

Love you > - < !!!

2011-12-22T23:54:00.003+08:00

Today is a super busy day for me ...

I was busying converting oxygen to carbon dioxide on my bed non stop for 24 hours .

while watching an old drama that i haven't caught up with , 惡魔在身邊 .

Okay maybe i shouldn't fool myself for being so lethargic

but during this break , I am getting better in bed .

I could glue my lazy fat ass on my bed for hours without getting up .

Literally , i seem like i'm living on my bed .

2011-12-20T21:21:00.001+08:00

I love how my heart is finally starting to agree with my mind .

The day when you've learned not to cry , is the day you've learned to hate .

2011-12-19T08:53:00.011+08:00

When you show too much tears , they will turn worthless .

so it's the best to never let them see how vulnerable you are .

Honestly , most of the time i can get too emotional over small matters

but even i have my pride . So i hide my weak side whenever i can .

To my own personal space for me to be pathetic and emotionally weak .

By waiting for stormy weathers so i could release myself in the rain for hours .

Even though those raindrops falling from heaven could never wash away my misery ,

i'll rather look for stormy weather when i'm alone than finding my sisters for a H2H talk .

Hiding this side of me hoping no one will ever see .

Waiting for the next morning after i've self recovered ,

I’m gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun .

I may be a dramatic lonely fool ,

But till then , you people , will never see me complaining .

Because i've already did my crying in the rain.

JUST SAYING :>

This not another depressing post

I repeat * THIS IS NOT A DEPRESSING / EMOTIONAL POST

I'm just a bored human who is here killing her time

by updating some random shit while waiting for my exams result to be out later on.

Wish me luck ! :/

2011-12-17T20:14:00.003+08:00

She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough .

She loves animals and likes to surround by them .

Love is always in her head,

but she can seems like she's madly in love with you today ,

and another day she could act as if she has never loved you before .

She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection.

She is not good in showing when she is in love,

but she sure has a strange way of show it .

but if she really loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.

She is not a jealous type

because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life.

She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else.

She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought.

And has fun teasing you and making jokes.

If she did something wrong, she won’t hide it from you,

but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it.

She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously.

If you promise to pay her back, you’d better paid up.

I've copied and pasted what i know about myself on some random astrology sign's website .

So i guess i'm just a typical taurus female .

2011-12-17T05:14:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHA i can't get enough of this

and the truth is , i've also tried posting one of these " troll " before

I can't denied that it's entertaining :x

Perhaps i should do another one . coming soon :>

2011-12-11T06:27:00.003+08:00

When i'm still a preschooler , i remembered getting my cheeks pinched endlessly ....

And there are always a bunch of relatives who refused to let me go after carrying me up .

I also have two suitors crushing over me .

One has been secretly hinting me that he's interested in me ,

while another fella confessed his love by writing a letter to me .

But i was too young to be in a relationship . HAHAHAHA .

Therefore i just ignored their declaration :x

and stick to another guy most of the time .

He's name is Joshua or Jonathan , i can't remember clearly

But he was really " special "

He's a child who has difficulty functioning normally in daily activities

and he has emotional and physical disabilities that require therapeutic care

I glue to him and assisted him whenever he seems like he needed help

small stuffs like putting back the dirty plates in the pail ,

holding the door for him , patting him to sleep .

I was something like his helping hand and friend .

I stuck together with him all day long and accompanied him .

Because of that , the childcare teachers never fails to praise me
in front of the whole class for being such a kindhearted girl .

But i have to confess , it's not really true that i'm an angel !!!!!!

I really enjoy hiding his books when he's on the way to grab another one

It was amusing to see his astonish expression
I guess it's called bullying

Also i remembered that i made one of my crush cry his eyes out

Just by placing someone's blood on his face . LOL

What a crybaby :x

But generally i'm still a harmless small kid with an innocent face ^ - ^

I do miss my childhood days in many ways

Because now life has become much hectic day by day

till sometimes i wish those golden days could come back again .

When i was always happy without any pain .

Having fun is all what i care and not knowing about the harsh reality and society ...

2011-12-11T01:00:00.001+08:00

On the outside this is what i may be

but what about looking at my heart within me ?

Every human value appreciation but all we want is to be appreciated for who we are

not just because we look good .

2011-12-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

Why does most females enjoy taking pictures of their food before eating ?

I can comprehend if it's taking pictures of cake .

But food ? Errr ... it's too troublesome or maybe it's an excuse for my laziness

Though i've tried to fill my blog with food that i eat ,

But i tend to magically fail to recall about it and eat it

And when i'm halfway finish off ,

I will be like " Oh !!! Right !! Take picture of my yummy food !! "

But it's already too disgusting and challenging to snap an artistic photograph

SO I QUIT

2011-12-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

In this world

Women can spot desperation in a man as easily as ABC

Obviously a desperate man is one who is over eager , anxious , presumptuous , thick skin

and is willing to be with any woman to avoid being single .

There are always guys who fit perfectly in the category despo in facebook

and this is one of them .....

2011-12-03T23:02:00.004+08:00

Let me introduce you my dream pet

the cuteness of this kitty really overload .

It's like i'm melting like an ice cube in room temperature .

I really can't get enough of this !!!!

I tend to visit this youtube channel at least once a day to see it
I fell in love with another species hehe :x

2011-11-30T21:49:00.009+08:00

Today I'm so going to rant ...

Because i'm really in a foul mood now .

It's quite impossible to get me mad and irritated . Unless i'm starving to death...

Thanks to my mum's Taiwan's bill last month

She need to work her ass off to pay the $1000 plus , electrical bills , etc by herself

And thanks for my dad for smoking so frequently in the past .

Now he couldn't even work ... sitting his ass off , relaxing on the couch watching tv

Last but not least i can't thank my grandma enough for being an ass
cooking her china soup for EVERY SINGLE DAY .

HER SOUP CAN LAST FOR A WHOLE DAY WITHOUT A DOUBT .

Breakfast , Lunch and Dinner ....

Just by looking at her food , i lost my appetite ...
Thank you so much

And ....

My menstruation has been delayed for more than 15 days

I believe that the reason behind it is my lack of nutrition or maybe i'm already in the stage of menopause .....

Look at my god damn fridge ....

No joke...

It's always so motherfucking empty ...

Nowadays i am always so thristy but I DISLIKE DRINK PLAIN WATER SO MUCH ....
Maybe i should drink the can of tiger beer instead with an empty stomach ..

Sigh ... my days couldn't be better

GOD PLEASE SAVE ME ............. T __ T

2011-11-28T22:05:00.005+08:00

I don't consider myself as wife material .

But !! I'm really gentle when it comes to touching babies and toddlers .

They are really so damn cute , cuddly and fragile . Just like taking care of a pet ,
I just feel like dotting them and giving the best i could .

2011-11-22T22:35:00.004+08:00

What is the length of my hair ?

Errr .... I'm not quite sure too .

By right it's in the category " short " few months back .

But now , it's neither long nor short .

Definitely the most disgusting middle length hair .

That's why i've been wearing clip-on extensions for whole 4 years .

But it's not that bad either , because mine are rather natural

and wearing extensions doesn't consume alot of time .

It usually takes me less than a minute to get it done .

And the awesome part is that i have both short clip-ons and long ones .

So i can have any length i want depending on my mood and my outfit .

But the disadvantage is .... I can't really dye my hair :/

You know ...!

2011-11-09T10:19:00.007+08:00

2011-11-06T01:43:00.013+08:00

The wish i made finally came true.

I've always hope for that someone would love me and be that special guy.

And that wish has finally came true because that special guy is you .

When i think about my future

all i see is you

so don't break it, whatever you do .

I can't wait to see what our future will hold

hopefully us together growing old !
I LOVE YOU !

HAHAHAHA !!! What a joke If i'm still blabbering nonsense like this .

Future with your current boyfriend ?

It is such an interesting concept

I've really thought about it before ,
A future me being married in a church , taking wedding photo shoots
and some kids years down the road

Those Ideas and plans are already laid out in front of me

But it isn't enough , because now i know a future… It's more than just an idea

It's every possibility , every chance

For something altering to occur
A future comes from a biased past

A future is neither bad nor good , it is neutral

Caring and worrying doesn't strengthen its effects

And my future ?

Who knows what will happen the following day ?

Maybe i'll be immobilize , maybe i'll be no longer in this earth

lying 6 feet below the ground sleeping peacefully .

Who knows ?

When things turn grey
When i start getting all emotional

Whose heart will be break ?

Which beer will i taste ?

Which path will i choose ?
Where will i be ?

My future seems so unpromising .

I'm still 16 , perfect age to be fooling around
but nah . I rather choose not to . It will just lower my standard and wasting my precious time

I need to work extra hard next year to be a better person
because I'm not academic incline

My career path isn't stable and my mindset isn't matured yet

But still , thanks :)

this stupid naive bimbo has learned her lesson .

Never to dream

2011-11-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

Siting here at my computer hearing the tap tap of the computer's keys

running through my mind as i remember all the things coming back to me ..

Remembering someone really close to me dressing my wounds in salt .

Intentionally or unintentionally , there's no difference

I just know that something's coming

Something big
Something involuntary
I can feel it
I know i can't stop this
I can't fight it
I can't do anything at all
It's going to happen for sure
A breakthrough
A release
A way to escape

Just give in
Just accept it
Feel the relief
Set free the anger

Just let this be

2011-10-18T16:00:00.007+08:00

Hello guys ! I came back from Taiwan not long ago since Sunday midnight ....

It's really tiring to walk non stop for 15 hours without much rest continuesly for those 5 days ...

I even caught a cold there . Felt so terrible i could even hardly breathe ....

But ..! I've finally purchased things that is on my top 10 list !

Lots of boots , heels , makeup , clothes , bags and jeans ! Woooo ^^

Not only that i also searched high and low , near and far just to get hold of Kutusitanyanko merchandise

2 bags , A pencil case , Iphone cover , pencils , pens

This meow meow is damn cute please !!!!!

I even add a fluffy tail behind

So gonna use this for school !!!

No.1 hardcore cat lover !!!

Satisfaction guaranteed

2011-10-17T02:06:00.004+08:00

I guess i should at least post a few overdue pictures up that's not uploaded in my facebook .
Lack of pictures + Emotional posts = decreasing readers

I do know that my blog is BORING too !

But there should be around thousands of random passer byes who've already crossed here :x

most probably those who are still in my friend requests

You all came in here to see more of my pictures right ?!

HAHAHAHAHA

If you're really here for that reason please go to my tagboard and tell me that i'm right ! :x

2011-10-07T05:08:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i really wonder why do i love my no.1 asshole

I've always prefer guys characters that is a natural born charmer
Sweet , romantic , outspoken but naive

A good guy that has a BIG kind heart that never fails to get bullied by his friends .

This anime character here really have all it takes

but the only problem with him is that he has Histrionic Personality Disorder

HAHAHAHA

My preferable type is complete different from him .

But why do i still love him ?

I guess emotions are complicated in that way

2011-10-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

I am not as unreasonable as you ,

but do i look like a fool to you ?

2011-09-11T00:30:00.006+08:00

I've always been the stronger one .

So often that people forget that I have weak moments just the same way as they do .

It's almost like no one knows how to react to it .

In return , reminding me that being strong is my only option .

I'm not lonely and I'm not in need of people to pay attention to me

2011-09-09T21:13:00.003+08:00

There's really no place to write my thoughts out .

Not even blogger .

Because i know that there are people out there

stalking and waiting to see me fall .

Keeping everything to yourself is a better choice indeed

True friends are never apart, maybe in distance, but not in heart

2011-09-04T03:25:00.003+08:00

Do you still remember ?

All the times we had ?

All the memories together ?

. Good and bad .

The times we shop .

The laughs we can't stop .

The gossip we talk .

All the guys that brought us down .

All the secrets we confess to each other .

There is so much more for me to say , the list could go on and on ....

But deep down we both know that we're not only best friends

We're soul mates

Don't you agree ?

No matter how we tried to hide our thoughts our feelings .

we can see straight through each others heart .

Not just that

but with you i have the feeling of affinity , similarity , intimacy , sexuality , spirituality and compatibility .

Even our teachers thought so and suspected that we're homosexual . LOL

It's really hard to describe this friendship we share

Especially when there is nothing else that never ever could be compare .

Words can't really convey my feelings towards you .

But you do know my actions prove it when people mess with you

I'm really willing to protect you even if it cost my life .

You're one dangerous girl .

But still , thank you my friend for such a wonderful year .

You bought colours into secondary school life .

You are like one of the best friends i ever had ! You made me laugh and smile so much .

I swear that you're one fucking joke that i can never get sick and tired of .

I swear i can't find another friend who's like you .

Thank you for making this a wonderful year .

O and I'm looking forward towards the future .

Of me being one of your bridesmaid .

I am so going to torture your husband on your wedding day .

You know what i've planned on that day * Winks ;)

2011-09-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

Everyone sees me as an understanding person .

But the truth is , I'M REALLY NOT

Though my hatred can't last long , I'M NOT REALLY FORGIVING

It's just my motto that camouflaged my personality .

" Heck Care "or " IDGAF " is a better word to describe me .

Only Amateurs Show Weakness

2011-08-27T18:10:00.002+08:00

I guess showing my weakness is a mistake .

I should never, ever expose them to anyone, not even someone close .

Not even you .

Because those who are closest to you are always the one who inflict the most damage

and you'll never expect your own weakness to be used against you .

I've To Ration my words

Unless i have something to say , Keep my mouth shut .

Does the perfect girlfriend exist ?

2011-08-14T22:31:00.001+08:00

I've just read this article
and i have the urge to share this with everyone ..

To me , yes she exist .

But she isn't the supermodel type with perfect features , long legs and perfect skin .

She's even better .

But most guys overlook

Because at her worst ,

she's insecure , clingy , shallow , jealous , nagging ,

sensitive , emotional , dramatic and annoying .

But if you can't handle her and her worst , you don't deserve her at her best .

They is perfect in her own way , but their partner always tend to take them for granted ...

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date.
This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her.
But you stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste.

You call her insecure.

She holds on to you like she’s never letting you go.
This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has you, and no, you’re not available.

You call her clingy.

She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand.
This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there’s nobody else in this world like you.
You call other girls “babe” just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed.

You call her shallow and jealous.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely
or that you’re not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble.
This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you
and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares.

You say she’s nagging.

She cries when you do or say something wrong.
This is her way of saying “That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU.”

You call her overly sensitive and emotional.

She loves you more than you love her.
This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn’t like how it used to be,
but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away.

You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead.
Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl.

2011-08-07T00:53:00.008+08:00

My school's shine in harmony

Epic fail event actually .

The weather's hot too . Yawns ~

The whole time i was just sitting around and camwhoring .

1st floor small reading corner

My no.1 secret hideout

This is also the best spot to lie down and have a good rest .

My retarded school doesn't even have a sick bed , budget much .

And even if they have , those Indian staff workers definitely will shoo me away after an hour =__=

So everytime i'm tired , i'll walk out of classroom and sleep there .

With two books as my pillow . without fail . LOL

This years game are better than last years .

To me , the most successful and main attraction is this .

One of my classmates

He got thrown into the water and was soaked wet

My ex form teacher , mr bin , He's super cute can !

My school's canteen .

Useless green garden and pond

I get irritated by the heat and bored-ness

Peiyi and me

Rush straight home after school ... Bth

I should have sleep instead
rather than going out ! :@

2011-08-02T21:15:00.030+08:00

Sometimes i'm really too bored

and most of the time , random people like these amuse me .
by using their ways to seek attention .

2011-07-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

Pathetic is a good word to describe this situation.

Did a video and posted it up for more than 24 hours.

And it seems like he has totally no clue about it yet .
HAHAHAHA !

あなたの美しさは、ちょうどあなたの顔よりもはるかに深いです。

2011-07-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

I'm content with what i have

and there is really nothing more that i could ask.

I sincerely do love you :)

2011-07-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

Today , I've been analyzing my appearance

searching for every single flaw i have .

I despise quite a number of things about myself

Especially my height , weight and hair !!!!

I really get fucking sick of my black emoish hair .

Even when I smile . I look emo

Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!! :(

The more i think about it , the more i felt that

my current hairstyle is the cause that made me look like a small ahlian ..!

But for now , there's really nothing i can do .

because N level's are around corner .

i'll just grumble about my imperfections here

and hopefully two months down the road I can travel to taiwan for my makeover !

RIGHT AFTER EXAMINATIONS !

There is HELL LOT of stuffs i wanted to buy ! :<

It's not being heartless . It's just learning how to use your heart less .

2011-07-14T17:21:00.006+08:00

I'm slowly learning the hard way how to control my emotions .

You either control it or it will control you !

it's been 123456 years since i've last helped my mum with her endless house chores
So i decided to help her while she was busy working
Sorry for being such a lazy daughter > _ < !

While I was cleaning , some random thoughts came into my mind
I was really hoping my future certificates can just drop from the sky now
so that I can just work and earn cash instead of sitting and studying .

I'm already 16 but I'm still getting my weekly pocket money like a little girl =__= |||

School's a bitch and I don't even have time for part-time .

And weekends are the only days i'm free
but
i'm lazy to go out.......

I really miss my girls and bro so so so so much
hoping they could come my area to find me ,
Though I know that they are busy with their life too ,
I shouldn't be selfish .

AH !!! I miss them , I miss them , I miss them , I miss them

I really do miss them ! But i haven't contact any one yet
Have to agree that my phone's has no difference from a toyphone .
If anyone get a text from me first , It's really a mircale !
LOL ... i really feel so bad really ! :(

ALICAFE 辉哥

2011-07-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA

I like this commercial

He's a short and funny guy (Y)

Truth is I'm really disappointed . of letting me go so easily .

2011-07-13T17:24:00.008+08:00

If you guys are here , visiting my blog now ,

you must have came because you've found out

that both my FB accounts have been deactivated .

You might asked me why

but i don't know the exact reason really .

Maybe i just want my personal space ?

Maybe i'm sick of retards breaking my relationship intentionally or unintentionally ?

It's like i'm an injured bird

whose thankful for it's owner for taking care of it

But the owner felt that it's unhappy and wanted freedom .

So he opened the cage , took the bird out and locked the cage .

hoping it will soar up to the clear blue sky .

Even though it chooses to stay ,

It couldn't get back into the cage and it doesn't even want to fly .

It's officially stuck . What can it do ?

I've always thought that he's the one who know me real well .

The love and sacrifices I've given .

Knowing the real me and how simple i am .

The truthful and simple me in whatever i do .

But i guess he don't .

Not much people know about the fact that

I'm actually a very stubborn person ,

but i am always the one letting go my ego , apologizing .

I felt that I was always the one giving in .

Anyway if god grant me another wish ,

I'll rather go to a faraway place where nobody knows me

with my face disfigured . A new identity , A new me .

And i know I won't regret it :)

2011-07-12T21:43:00.001+08:00

I'm really not hoping anything
The higher I carry myself , The higher the fall

Even my mum told me to give up .

There's no happy ending , everyone said .

2011-07-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

This is so my style ,

I've change my blog songs

and they're all my favourite(s)

2011-07-03T13:57:00.002+08:00

Vulnerable
That moment when I am alone
With my thoughts,
My terrors
And my pain
Mental and physical,
Spiritual and emotional
Just feeling
Feeling alone
And just soaking it up
Letting it sink in
Or wiping it off

2011-06-30T23:49:00.003+08:00

I remembered my motto in the past " Just maintain only "

I find it ironic really

See-ing the difference in me .

It's like I've been slowly transforming into a better person..

In the past , I was one of those problematic students .

Those days no one could prevent me from going home .

I just need to leave my bag in class and walked out .

But now , I stayed back for every lessons .
From 7.15am till 6.30pm
Though normal lessons are boring and tiring ,
school is actually fun .

Especially with my loved ones .
Thanks to my clique ! They're fucking amazing !

They bring colours into my boring school life .

For now I'll enjoy my last year
By spending more time with them

Why can't I be amazing like other girls?

2011-06-27T20:07:00.004+08:00

Eloys ah Eloys .

Why can't you just be an average girl ?

Whining and complaining like how others are doing ?

I'm turning more and more like a rock ...

2011-06-25T11:09:00.000+08:00

Today's Saturday and there's just two more days till school reopens ..

It sucks to the core when holiday doesn't even seem like one .

I've been spending 3/4 of my holiday going back school ! :@

Maybe I should enjoy my day today , together with my friends .

Rather than rotting and molding at home :/

2011-06-23T00:19:00.001+08:00

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2011-06-21T22:12:00.003+08:00

No matter how sad or depress i am , I can still managed to smile ! :)

Why ?

Have you heard before some random sayings ?

" To cheer yourself up , you need to cheer others first "

AND IT REALLY WORKED !

I felt so much better
whenever I'm comforting and talking sense into my girls

They got stronger and I am so proud of them ! (Y)

It's like i'm a single mother
watching my kids stand and walk on their own .

2011-06-21T18:55:00.001+08:00

Priority List

Me
My close friends and My family

( ^ - ^ )

V( ) V

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2011-06-21T08:19:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I'll ask myself this .

" Am i really happy ? "

Is it really true that I suffered till I forget how it felt like to be loved ?

My girlf told me this was the main reason why I was easily content .

And it woke me up ...

Am i really happy and content ?

Should i stop being so nice

Or the world will fuck me otherwise ?

You and Her

2011-06-17T23:17:00.004+08:00

That beautiful picture ,

which is most probably one of the top 3 sweetest ones i've ever crossed .

Got me down badly....

Really....

2011-06-17T12:25:00.001+08:00

It's 12.24 pm

And I'm still watching WWE !

2011-06-15T21:28:00.004+08:00

For me , " cute " is when a person's personality shines through their looks .

Like in the way they walk , they talk , they do .

Every time when you see them you just want to run up and hug them :)

2011-06-12T07:48:00.008+08:00

To : You

All of these boys, that I might enjoy

so many choices but my door it aren't open

They got nothing on you baby,

nothing on you baby,

They might say hi, and I might say hey

but you shouldn't worry about what they say

cause they got nothing on you baby,

nothing on you baby yeah

You're always on my brain, nothing else to say
you know you are my main squeeze

but please don't go away cause i'm here to stay

you never fail to please me

I want you babe, all night and day
cause all I am saying is

I met so many, I seen so many

but your my number one I cant let go

I need you daily, just you and me
cause your the one who stole my heart and soul

It may sound foolish but you got me bad

I told you that your the best I ever had

Your my first and my very last, last

I love you .

2011-06-11T08:37:00.007+08:00

Sometimes I wonder if horoscopes really bullshit or accurate .

(+5) Describes very well

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Innovative

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(-5) Poorly Describes

Taurus

Booking the date

A key to date Taurus is to propose at least a few days in advance. One of their quirks is that that if you invite them on a date ‘tonight' the answer will likely be 'no'. This isn't due to them having particularly busy social lives.

They just really don't like last minute surprises or unplanned events and to a Taurus
‘last minute' = about 24 hours

Similarly, don't change your mind or cancel, as that will be a major turn off.

( Somehow true , but it's most probably depends on whose the person asking me ) (+2)

What to wear

If you have a choice between something sexy and something that feels good to the touch, pick the later. Silk, cashmere, lace etc. This isn't a sign which is impressed by blatant sexiness, so wear something comfortable, as you may end up wrestling in it later. More on that shortly.

( Haha ! Spot on ! Cause you'll most probably be playing wrestling with me Skinship ) (+5)*

Taurus Seduction

The best approach to seducing Taurus is to invite him or her over for dinner. A good home cooked meal, served in a comfortable home environment will impress them ten times more than the fanciest restaurant or most extravagant entertainment ever could.

As to recipes, we're looking for something traditional and down to earth. If the recipe has some history to it, such as being passed down from your grandma your Taurus will definitely be impressed. For extra points, try to find out one of your Taurus's favorite childhood dishes, and you may get a marriage proposal the same evening. In the absence of a nominated recipe, a pie, roast or stew is a safe bet.

( I have to admit I enjoyed looking at my other half 's backview when he's cooking ) ( +5)

Taurus Conversation

Good topics of conversation include anything to do with money and investment. If you have a curiosity about stocks or bonds for example, this is a good opportunity to get advice, whilst your interest in the subject will impress meanwhile.

Other recommended subjects include anything related to your past, or that of your Taurus. Memories of childhood, time spent with a favorite elder, activities you used to enjoy etc. Show a healthy respect for tradition and your roots and you'll score more points.

As long as you establish yourself as down to earth, then there's not much you need to avoid talking about. Accomplishments, dreams and goals are no bad thing. Your Taurus admires a sense of adventure and ambition.

( I love listening about people's past , one of the ways to get to know them better ) ( +3)

Getting your Taurus into bed

On a first date this is no easy thing. Traditional values mean a lot to the Taurus woman. She will want to be courted, in the old fashioned way and will want to be treated as a lady. One night stands, casual sex, and sex without love are unthinkable for the Taurus woman. Alas, your Taurus probably doesn't want to jump you yet, but if they're attracted they will very likely want to touch you. A lot. So let them! (you are wearing that feel-good material, right?) Cuddling and snuggling will lay the foundation, and open the door for next time.

( No comments ) ( + 5 )

Sex

This will be slow and intimate, with a lot of touching, stroking and general procrastination and teasing. Set aside enough time to enjoy it, as it can be some of the sweetest torture, and may leave you wondering what you ever saw in quickies!

The good news is that your new Taurus will be loyal to you beyond question. Like so many other aspects of their lives, nothing and no one will dent their love or dedication once their mind is set.

( No comments ) ( Innovative )

2011-06-09T20:37:00.002+08:00

This is kind of cute .

2011-06-05T04:28:00.003+08:00

Am I the only girl who gets sad whenever I finishes the perfect romance novel or movie ?

Just because it will never in a million years happen to me ?

2011-06-02T23:18:00.011+08:00

Whenever someone ask me if I know you ,

A million memories flashed through my head instantly .

And then I said " not anymore ".

When I think back , those memories are still fresh in my mind .

I'll never ever forget those times ...

Especially this song .

It reminds me of how ignorant I used to be .

Trusting every shits people says and thinking that they'll never hurt me .

Reminding myself of how I would do any means to give my all to my loves ones .

But the truth is , I don't even felt sad at all when I think back now .

I've long ago ended the chapter and moving on to a new storyline .

For now , The love of my life is the one and only person

who succeeded in making my mood change 180 degree like a roller coaster .

But when I recalled those days , It got me so fucking depress that it's driving me crazy

I even did stupid stuffs here and there .

But still , I managed to walk out of that miserable pitched black tunnel .

With the help of someone .

She's a person I must thanks most .

On that rainy night .

I was closing my eyes so tightly ,

trying my best not to show that I'm drunk , weak and vulnerable .

But they ended up rolling out from my eyes , to my cheek onto her sofa continuesly .

She knew well that I was in pain and she patted my head .

Telling me , " If it's fated , both of us will ended up together again . "

I force a smile despite I was trembling and shaking .

Okay ! Lazy to elaborate the rest of my story !

She gave me a motherly vibe and she kept me warm by staying by my side .

Anyway , I missed her so much till I took the initiative to talk to her yesterday .

It's really been awhile since I've last contacted her .

Miss her voice already ! She's still the same old her ! Hehe ^^

Hope to see her soon one day !

2011-05-31T05:18:00.006+08:00

I've never once believe that I've inherited more of my dad's appearance...

But now , when I compare his early 20s picture beside mine , THIS IS BIZARRE !!!

you could clearly see that both of us look 99.5 % alike

HE'S TOTALLY A MALE VERSION OF ME !

Maybe it's time I should go Thailand to cut away my breasts and insert a crotch .

Either way , Now I can finally reassure myself

that I'm not a child that was picked up from the garbage bin out of pity .

2011-05-29T22:46:00.009+08:00

But just by clicking a button , I've cleared all of my previous posts in less than a second .

I guess I need to blog from stretch again * Emo !